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Hmm

Well. It's been a pretty good week.

- I worked out a lot.
-realized that music is therapy.DERR. Lately country love ballads. WOOT
-I'm probably in love
-I did some good communicating
-I GOT INTO A SHOW..or a staged reading OR SOMETHING...without auditioning. WHAT?..but maybe no one had to audition. I HAVE NO IDEA WHOO
-Tomorrow I have an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center
-I'm waiting to see if I got on interview for being an OA in AV..ole!

I just want to be loved as much i love. Or..yeah.

I also FREAKING want to ACT AND I GET TO OH EM GEE


woah..lotsa feelings

but dealing with them pretty well

HUG

HUGH HUGH

this seems rather cryptic..OH WELL

HEY. iloveyou.

NIGHT

Hanna has Insomnia

Interesting times for the Hanna.

I feel like i hear someone humming from the other room. What? it's almost 2 in the morning. Shall I investigate? YES I cannot seem to find it's source. EERY

Anyway,,AGG so I'm way afraid of Earthquakes but its okay because we are all safe and have great things in this world to do.

I notice that the majority of the time I spend on my computer, my shoulders are super tensed. UGH. LAME. Oh well. Good posture and Relaxation seem to be the key to a better life for Hanna. So we do.ñ woah! I made an en-yay. HAAA.

So let's see where am i at these days

-got an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center. WOOT
-applying to be an OA in the AV housing office.WOOT summer job
-super excited about singing these days!
-working on knowing that I am talented and to just let go let flow and let the awesomeness OUT
- really wanting to have late night talk/hang out sessions with a couple of people...oh well..they asleep
- realizing i have a large capacity for love and for hate
-Knowing I should let things go, but not wanting to yet


I LOVE POSTSECRET

its just nice to know that everyone has crazy shit to hide and perhaps we should just all embrace our crazy ways

I wonder if I have a secret to send in..hmmm

probs

I should sleep, but im like too afraid too..thats a problem. YEESH

hmm..maybe I'll eat. I dunno

HELP

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RAWR TASTIC

So it's spring break and I can't sleep and i've just been bumming around the house and i just feel like a blob and i hate being home and i need more purpose and adventure in my life and I'm going back to school and RAWR

"A:KSJD:AKSJD;ASKJD:ALSKDJ:ALSKDJ:ALSKDJ:LASKD

so yeah

I HATE BREAK

and i dont even really like school

I like friends and theatre
GAH WHY AM I SO ANSTY

It's unpleasant. And i have wishy-washy plans with people for the rest of the week which bugs and probably means i have to get up early-ISH and I DONT WANT TO I DONT WANT TO HAEV ANY RESPONSIBILITIES I JUST WANT TO SLEEP IN BE LAZY AND BE HAPPY..well ok for now..i mean in the real times i want to conquer the world! MUAHAHAHAHAH

I feel like I could be FEROSH on a tv show..i just have to audition! I want to audition for groundlings. I want to have a car and feel like i can drive anywhere. I want to audition for commericials..and i am glad I am taking drama 130 in the fall so i can then eventually take clowning and acting for the camera...I need to get GOING

I am going to have a solid career in the entertainment field...cuz why not?! I'm fierce. I'm awesome. I should be sharing my radness with the world.


lkajs;dlkfjsdklf I just feel like I'm crawling in my skin. WHY

AND WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME!?!?


FUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKK

i just feel like i get stuck on boys. Like ok this one who was kinda magical..didn't work out..but we are gonna have class together 2 classes twice a week, Do i sit with him cuz we're friends or cuz i lurv him? Do i avoid him because i'm hurt by him or i just need to like distance myself and move on..or should i just act like whatever everything is fine..when what i really want is for him to want me again and us to be happpy carefree crazy people.

schnarf

I HATE BEING HOME

I thought being home for like a little over a week would be good..i'd chill, sleep in, catch up with my peeps...but i've hardly seen anyone and im going cuh-razzzyyyyyyyy. THANK GOD FOR SUMMER SCHOOL!! AND i'm going to get a job AND I'm going to get into one of the summer shows and it is going to be grande! GRAND I SAY!!!!!!

Do you ever wish you could rip parts of you who are out and throw them out the window? YEESH. I do. Maybe I should read. I like reading. I even checked out two books at the library, but what happened. I dunno. I guess I lost interest. LAME.

I want my effing grades. ok well I passed bio with a B- and I got an A- in ze lovely psych class. hoping for a good GPA..Dean's list? heeeey that'd be cool

Good things that happened today:
-Worked out!
-felt cute
-sang well!
-drove!
-walked the boosha.

More good things tomorrow. Possibly hanging with molly. YAAAAAY

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SOOO I'm freaking panicking.

CUz I have this major paper to write and I don't really know how to go about it and I only have like 3 days to write 9 pages and im FREAKING OUTTTTTTTT AHHHH luckily it is just my rough draft..however...AGH

and I worry that I am coming off like a stalker..but really I just like you so like me back ok? JEEZ

and...people at UCI don't like me...WTF..and I'm realizing that maybe i shouldn't go to this stupid school

and i continue to panic


PANICC


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I HATE BOYS AND WRITING CLASS and lack of acting classes

OHHHHHHHHHHHMMMM

It shall all work out. NOW let's focus!

FA SHO!

Well it is 2:33 AM..monday morning and I cannot sleep.  Though I did finish my term paper from drama 40A. HOLLA!!   I might be in lurv, but I'm not sure.  My voice is improving. so .lalala.  I think I might get a car for xmas. WTF.  WTF.

I just want love.

I want health

I want to get into Musical Theatre 2

I want to be better then all the bitches I hate

I want swine flu to disappear

I want to have an amazing role that I totally own and that puts me on the map.

I think I want to study at groundlings.

I feel like I should get a job.

Love me! Cast me! Appreciate me!

Why can't I SLEEEEEEEEEEEEP?

Gonna check facebook to see if anyone is online...

yaaay talking to mel

ok

I wonder what we won for the K house halloween thing

GAHH I ALKSJD:ALKDJALSKDJA:LSKDJA:LSKDJ:ASLKJD:ASLKDJ:LSKDJ:ALSKD

GRRRR> GRRR I SAY!!!!!!!!!!!

OK gonna edit my pretty pretty blog now :D

CIAO

INSOMNIA

yanked from Teresa, gratzi. Countdown:Share Today at 2:54am Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People. (but don't say their name) 1. It's taken a really long time for me to realize that you aren't so good for me. And that's hard cuz you've been in my life forever. Sorry if I seem wierd or distant, but you let me down when I needed you. and I was always there for you. 2.Why don't you love me? and why did you think it was okay to play me so many times? Didn't you have any Idea that what you were doing was hurting me? Did you care? I hope you understand why I need you out of my life and also why it so damn hard. 3. When I conquer the world I hope you feel terrible and want to die and feel really bad for the bullshit you put me through. Also, your ass is fucking huge. 4. You are such a beautiful person and you deserve better. Also: I'm sorry if I took out my crazy angst on you...I guess that happens to friends sometimes... i lean on you too much sometimes and I apologize.. .you are great and I love you forever. 5. I'm jealous of you. Also you talk about yourself way too much. I secretly want you to lose focus and have lots of babies and forget about theatre so I can succeed. This is why we can never be true true friends. I almost know you feel the exact same way. :P 6. Don't give up! and don't push me away! I lurrrrrb you! 7. Can you just apologize, so everything can be hunky dory? Caught between friends is stupid. It's just a mattress. 8. I think we could have had something really cool. Too bad we were both chickens. At least I think that's what happened. I think now I'll think of you fondly and feel just a tinge of regret. Good luck in college. 9. What is your problem? like really. You don't even know me, so calm the fuck down. You must be threatened by me, Oh..how terrible for you. Get used to it bitch, cuz I;m gonna win. 10. I wish I'd met you. It's pretty tragic you died before I was born. Horses would have been legit. The stories about you are so funny. Mom really misses you. I wonder if I look like you. love hanna Nine things about myself. 1. I start my sophomore year of college tomorrow. 2. I have really high standards for myself 3. theatre must be in my blood, because i get crazy over it. 4. The name of the nail polish on my toes is "Jumpin' Jade" 5. I love to collage. 6.I love love love Betsey Johnson. 7.Sometimes I feel like i don't have enough friends. 8. I'm a rather anxious and paranoid individual. 9. I think Banana Splits might be my favorite food. UH OH. Eight ways to win my heart.(not in order) 1. make me laugh 2. appreciate my sense of style 3. Be Bold! 4. Be Dorky 5. don't put others down 6.recycle/care about the environment 7. give really good hugs 8. be able to cook! Seven things that cross my mind a lot. 1. the future 2. my voice 3.my health 4. my dreams 5. auditions! 6. carbs 7. fears Six things I do before I fall asleep 1. check my email 2.brush teeth 3. floss, hopefully 4. take off my glasses 5. turn off the lights 6. think Five people who mean a lot. (in no order whatsoever) 1. mom. 2. dad 3. emma 4. Joma 5. milo Four things you're wearing right now. 1. tank top 2. dad's sweats 3. undiewears 4. "white on white: nail polish. Three songs that you listen to often. 1. Gimme Gimme -Thoroughly Modern Millie 2. Boom Boom Pow- the black eyed-peas 3. say hey....by that one dude Two things you want to do before you die. 1. become a star 2. be happy with my life at the end One confession. 1. Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am.