Good things that happened today

-made it to class at a decent time

-ran into happy people at Zot N Go

-had a happy interchange with zot n go employee :)

-got stuff done

-drank an aloe water :)

-chatted with holy

- sat next to a good friend in class today

-walked home with earlier happy people

gonna go sing!

-looked cute

-felt like myself :)

YAAY WORLD

LA-HIFE

No one ever leaves any comments. It makes me sad.

Well. It's the end of an era.

but also the beginning of a new positive, strong, sparkly one.

So let's get my ass into MT 2!

WHOO.

I hate smokers. Especially the ones who keep cigarettes behind their ears. Like really? Do you think it's cool to slowly kill yourself and others around you and then wear it like a badge to rep how cool you think you are? GROW UP!! FUCK@!!

On another note: so what...Am I like not good enough? Cuz..in case you hadn't noticed I'm Hanna Schultheis fuckin Gerry! I don't FUH-REAKING understand.

aghhh. I feel replaced...and..just..yeah..

I've been out and about for almost 12 hours now. and got very little sleep due to excitement about show, stress over singing, a heartbreaking moment I experienced yesterday and probably a million other things. SO..I'm all KINDS OF WONKY.

BUT I HAD AN AMAZING SINGING PRACTICE SESSION WITH MYSELF TODAY!! its the best I've sounded in like..maybe ever..Hallelujah! I will practice EVERYDAY THIS WEEEEEKKKKK AAHAH

AND IM ALMOST OFF BOOK!!!!! AHAHHA TAKE THAT SUCKAS!!

I appreciate my familia and think it's rad how active they all are. Rock it out peeps.

OH SHIZ. I was gonna call my grandma today. TOMORROW!

I also love my 121 family. THANKS GIRLIES!! Y'ALL SUPPORT AND LOVE ME AND I AM SENDING IT RIGHT BACK!

Every time I work I feel like I need to quit. HELP.


2 more hours to go. Please God, PLEASE let the time pass quickly.

YACK..my hands smell like keys...

Yeah..so..you missed out, homie. You missed the fuck out.

"SHAME COME TO ROMEO!"

What is fascinating about life is that one or two parts of it can be going really well, when another is just going pretty lousily. Hmm. Who knew. Happiness and sucky-ness exist in all kinds of ways.

I freaking need a new job...rounds in 8 mins.

tata for now readers..there are like 5 of you..so ROCK ON!!

Go make the world a better place :) and don't make somebody think you lurv when you don't. Cuz that shit is just unnecessary.

PEACE.

Hanna.

lalalalife

Okay. So today started off schmarrffyy..then proceeded to get better and is now back to schmarff..SO LETS GET HAPPY!

okokoko GOOD THINGS:
I am alive!

I can walk and have normal human functions!yes!

I have come a long way in my voice lessons :D

I can afford to feed and house myself :D

I have friends and am in college and believe in my self!!

I have a job!

I'm getting crew units! tis funnnnn.

And im going to BEAST out auditions during welcome week and GET CAST IN A MAINSTAGE MUAHAHAHAH YES INDEED!

I get to go home tomorrow AND SEE MY MILO!! AND MY SL PEOPLE@!! ALIVE ALIVE OH!

random side note : sometimes purple on guys is really cool..other times..its macho
douch-y and obnoxious. mmhmm. the ponderings of hanna at Gateway

Oh and I just found out that this is the first time in three years that gateway has been open during the summer. so heeeeeeey.



I am manifesting love, happiness and success into my life!!!! ***LLLLLLOOOOOVVVEEEE IIIITTTT*******

Love Hanna, just being the star that I am :D

Hmmm.

Well..I'm about to close at gateway and I just re-read that last blog I wrote that I was here. and it occurs to me that I don't sound very educated in my posts compared to my other friends that blog. But really? I don't write them to sound smart or cool. I write so I can unload this crazy thing called life from my brain and try to make sense of it and make it better. So yes.

SO things that were good today.

I practiced singing and dancing and got a lot of work done for my stage management presentation.
I napped.

I made some money.

neg: I felt bad for not practicing either of those things exstensively

I felt guilty for napping

maybe I can let those things go.

I will.

Tomorrow: another productive day. whoooooooo.

Trying to stay on the right path

So. Well. Hmm. It's the first week of Summer Session II and it's been up and down. Therapy was on Wednesday which was very empowering and it just became apparent to me that I have grown a lot and am going to be okay. TUesday was my first day of class. Intro to Stage Management kinda stresses me out because it's not something I'm totes into nor something I really have experience with so its new and scary. EEK. But The business of show business is LOVE. ahh yes. Yesterday we watched the video of The Secret which was very inspiring. It's the second time I've seen it and so I was refreshed and ready to put it into my life. But I've had an impossible time! AAAH. Maybe I'm just hella negative and have so many bad thoughts that they cancel out my positive thoughts :( Or fuck I dont know. But i left class feeling good and then went home and had a frustrating singing lesson and had a stupid time in the gym and it's like WTF I affirmed that I was going to be productive and an awesome singer! And then today..AHHHHHHH i had suc ha discouraging lesson when I deliberately was like "I
'm going to have a good lesson today"..so WHAT WENT WRONG? how am i supposed to get into MT 2 is my voice teacher thinks i've reached a wall that i may not get over! Thats not encouraging! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I a;slfka'fk'fka'fl I'm super pouty and i just wanna eat chocolate and cry and punch things. I need HELP! HOW DID I GET SO OFF TRACK! WHAT AM I DOING!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

k..brb rounds..at work..AGH


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I felt weird about putting this up on facebook, but i still wanted to do it. SO BLOG

1. What was the first play you ever did?
Hanna and Miranda in Second Grade- Written, directed and starring Hanna Schultheis-Gerry and Miranda Graham.

2) What was your most recent show?
Phaedra's Love

3) What was your favorite show/role you were in?
I loved loved loved Seussical, Wonderful Town and Aida

5) What is the most bizarre show or role you've ever done?
Child in Phaedra's Love. I bit a guy and played with cut-off penis. :D
6) Has anyone ever written a show for you?
no..but it will be done.

7) Have you ever quit a show to accept a better one?
Naaayyy.
8) Have you ever completely blown character on stage?
I don't think so.

10) Have you ever done one of your "dream" shows?
I dunno. But I love West Side Story.

11) Who was your favorite director?
I really like working with Catherine Heck. and Dennis Beasley. and Stacey Ardelean.

12) Who was your least favorite director?
McKinley.
13) Who have been your favorite actors to work with?
hmmm SO many!
14) Who are the actors you have least liked to work with?
maybe some peeps in high school

15) What is the most surprising role you have ever been offered?
Child in Phaedra's Love.

15) Have you ever injured yourself onstage or offstage?
probs. Nothing huge.

16) What show(s) have you done multiple times?
zero
17) Have you ever had an onstage kiss?
oui. All in the Timing and when I was understudying as Maria in West Side

18) What was your scariest moment in a show?
i dunno. Maybe when the black light didn't come on in seuss.

19) What is your best show memory?
just feeling like " This is what I'm supposed to be doing with my life" on stage as many times as I have.

20) What is your worst show memory?
The day the West Side Story cast list went up. Ouch. Those were some times.

21) What is your saddest show memory?
I dont know if I've had that many. Maybe when I wake up the next day and know I don't have rehearsal or a show to do that day.
22)What is your proudest moment on stage?
Gypsey Robe. And the two best callbacks of my life: West Side Story and Book of Tink

Summer

So...Things are pretty good.

I dunno.

I lost 4.5 lbs.

I can sing!

Drama 130 Intermediate is good! pushing me into new directions.

I am really really looking forward to doing this workshop dance thing..hopefully it will result in a performance opportunity.WHOOOO

*alright!* just did some Hannaerobics! WHOOOO

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I dunno.

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Hmm

Well. It's been a pretty good week.

- I worked out a lot.
-realized that music is therapy.DERR. Lately country love ballads. WOOT
-I'm probably in love
-I did some good communicating
-I GOT INTO A SHOW..or a staged reading OR SOMETHING...without auditioning. WHAT?..but maybe no one had to audition. I HAVE NO IDEA WHOO
-Tomorrow I have an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center
-I'm waiting to see if I got on interview for being an OA in AV..ole!

I just want to be loved as much i love. Or..yeah.

I also FREAKING want to ACT AND I GET TO OH EM GEE


woah..lotsa feelings

but dealing with them pretty well

HUG

HUGH HUGH

this seems rather cryptic..OH WELL

HEY. iloveyou.

NIGHT

Hanna has Insomnia

Interesting times for the Hanna.

I feel like i hear someone humming from the other room. What? it's almost 2 in the morning. Shall I investigate? YES I cannot seem to find it's source. EERY

Anyway,,AGG so I'm way afraid of Earthquakes but its okay because we are all safe and have great things in this world to do.

I notice that the majority of the time I spend on my computer, my shoulders are super tensed. UGH. LAME. Oh well. Good posture and Relaxation seem to be the key to a better life for Hanna. So we do.ñ woah! I made an en-yay. HAAA.

So let's see where am i at these days

-got an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center. WOOT
-applying to be an OA in the AV housing office.WOOT summer job
-super excited about singing these days!
-working on knowing that I am talented and to just let go let flow and let the awesomeness OUT
- really wanting to have late night talk/hang out sessions with a couple of people...oh well..they asleep
- realizing i have a large capacity for love and for hate
-Knowing I should let things go, but not wanting to yet


I LOVE POSTSECRET

its just nice to know that everyone has crazy shit to hide and perhaps we should just all embrace our crazy ways

I wonder if I have a secret to send in..hmmm

probs

I should sleep, but im like too afraid too..thats a problem. YEESH

hmm..maybe I'll eat. I dunno

HELP

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RAWR TASTIC

So it's spring break and I can't sleep and i've just been bumming around the house and i just feel like a blob and i hate being home and i need more purpose and adventure in my life and I'm going back to school and RAWR

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so yeah

I HATE BREAK

and i dont even really like school

I like friends and theatre
GAH WHY AM I SO ANSTY

It's unpleasant. And i have wishy-washy plans with people for the rest of the week which bugs and probably means i have to get up early-ISH and I DONT WANT TO I DONT WANT TO HAEV ANY RESPONSIBILITIES I JUST WANT TO SLEEP IN BE LAZY AND BE HAPPY..well ok for now..i mean in the real times i want to conquer the world! MUAHAHAHAHAH

I feel like I could be FEROSH on a tv show..i just have to audition! I want to audition for groundlings. I want to have a car and feel like i can drive anywhere. I want to audition for commericials..and i am glad I am taking drama 130 in the fall so i can then eventually take clowning and acting for the camera...I need to get GOING

I am going to have a solid career in the entertainment field...cuz why not?! I'm fierce. I'm awesome. I should be sharing my radness with the world.


lkajs;dlkfjsdklf I just feel like I'm crawling in my skin. WHY

AND WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME!?!?


FUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKK

i just feel like i get stuck on boys. Like ok this one who was kinda magical..didn't work out..but we are gonna have class together 2 classes twice a week, Do i sit with him cuz we're friends or cuz i lurv him? Do i avoid him because i'm hurt by him or i just need to like distance myself and move on..or should i just act like whatever everything is fine..when what i really want is for him to want me again and us to be happpy carefree crazy people.

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I HATE BEING HOME

I thought being home for like a little over a week would be good..i'd chill, sleep in, catch up with my peeps...but i've hardly seen anyone and im going cuh-razzzyyyyyyyy. THANK GOD FOR SUMMER SCHOOL!! AND i'm going to get a job AND I'm going to get into one of the summer shows and it is going to be grande! GRAND I SAY!!!!!!

Do you ever wish you could rip parts of you who are out and throw them out the window? YEESH. I do. Maybe I should read. I like reading. I even checked out two books at the library, but what happened. I dunno. I guess I lost interest. LAME.

I want my effing grades. ok well I passed bio with a B- and I got an A- in ze lovely psych class. hoping for a good GPA..Dean's list? heeeey that'd be cool

Good things that happened today:
-Worked out!
-felt cute
-sang well!
-drove!
-walked the boosha.

More good things tomorrow. Possibly hanging with molly. YAAAAAY