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RAWR TASTIC

So it's spring break and I can't sleep and i've just been bumming around the house and i just feel like a blob and i hate being home and i need more purpose and adventure in my life and I'm going back to school and RAWR

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so yeah

I HATE BREAK

and i dont even really like school

I like friends and theatre
GAH WHY AM I SO ANSTY

It's unpleasant. And i have wishy-washy plans with people for the rest of the week which bugs and probably means i have to get up early-ISH and I DONT WANT TO I DONT WANT TO HAEV ANY RESPONSIBILITIES I JUST WANT TO SLEEP IN BE LAZY AND BE HAPPY..well ok for now..i mean in the real times i want to conquer the world! MUAHAHAHAHAH

I feel like I could be FEROSH on a tv show..i just have to audition! I want to audition for groundlings. I want to have a car and feel like i can drive anywhere. I want to audition for commericials..and i am glad I am taking drama 130 in the fall so i can then eventually take clowning and acting for the camera...I need to get GOING

I am going to have a solid career in the entertainment field...cuz why not?! I'm fierce. I'm awesome. I should be sharing my radness with the world.


lkajs;dlkfjsdklf I just feel like I'm crawling in my skin. WHY

AND WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME!?!?


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i just feel like i get stuck on boys. Like ok this one who was kinda magical..didn't work out..but we are gonna have class together 2 classes twice a week, Do i sit with him cuz we're friends or cuz i lurv him? Do i avoid him because i'm hurt by him or i just need to like distance myself and move on..or should i just act like whatever everything is fine..when what i really want is for him to want me again and us to be happpy carefree crazy people.

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I HATE BEING HOME

I thought being home for like a little over a week would be good..i'd chill, sleep in, catch up with my peeps...but i've hardly seen anyone and im going cuh-razzzyyyyyyyy. THANK GOD FOR SUMMER SCHOOL!! AND i'm going to get a job AND I'm going to get into one of the summer shows and it is going to be grande! GRAND I SAY!!!!!!

Do you ever wish you could rip parts of you who are out and throw them out the window? YEESH. I do. Maybe I should read. I like reading. I even checked out two books at the library, but what happened. I dunno. I guess I lost interest. LAME.

I want my effing grades. ok well I passed bio with a B- and I got an A- in ze lovely psych class. hoping for a good GPA..Dean's list? heeeey that'd be cool

Good things that happened today:
-Worked out!
-felt cute
-sang well!
-drove!
-walked the boosha.

More good things tomorrow. Possibly hanging with molly. YAAAAAY