INSOMNIA

yanked from Teresa, gratzi. Countdown:Share Today at 2:54am Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People. (but don't say their name) 1. It's taken a really long time for me to realize that you aren't so good for me. And that's hard cuz you've been in my life forever. Sorry if I seem wierd or distant, but you let me down when I needed you. and I was always there for you. 2.Why don't you love me? and why did you think it was okay to play me so many times? Didn't you have any Idea that what you were doing was hurting me? Did you care? I hope you understand why I need you out of my life and also why it so damn hard. 3. When I conquer the world I hope you feel terrible and want to die and feel really bad for the bullshit you put me through. Also, your ass is fucking huge. 4. You are such a beautiful person and you deserve better. Also: I'm sorry if I took out my crazy angst on you...I guess that happens to friends sometimes... i lean on you too much sometimes and I apologize.. .you are great and I love you forever. 5. I'm jealous of you. Also you talk about yourself way too much. I secretly want you to lose focus and have lots of babies and forget about theatre so I can succeed. This is why we can never be true true friends. I almost know you feel the exact same way. :P 6. Don't give up! and don't push me away! I lurrrrrb you! 7. Can you just apologize, so everything can be hunky dory? Caught between friends is stupid. It's just a mattress. 8. I think we could have had something really cool. Too bad we were both chickens. At least I think that's what happened. I think now I'll think of you fondly and feel just a tinge of regret. Good luck in college. 9. What is your problem? like really. You don't even know me, so calm the fuck down. You must be threatened by me, Oh..how terrible for you. Get used to it bitch, cuz I;m gonna win. 10. I wish I'd met you. It's pretty tragic you died before I was born. Horses would have been legit. The stories about you are so funny. Mom really misses you. I wonder if I look like you. love hanna Nine things about myself. 1. I start my sophomore year of college tomorrow. 2. I have really high standards for myself 3. theatre must be in my blood, because i get crazy over it. 4. The name of the nail polish on my toes is "Jumpin' Jade" 5. I love to collage. 6.I love love love Betsey Johnson. 7.Sometimes I feel like i don't have enough friends. 8. I'm a rather anxious and paranoid individual. 9. I think Banana Splits might be my favorite food. UH OH. Eight ways to win my heart.(not in order) 1. make me laugh 2. appreciate my sense of style 3. Be Bold! 4. Be Dorky 5. don't put others down 6.recycle/care about the environment 7. give really good hugs 8. be able to cook! Seven things that cross my mind a lot. 1. the future 2. my voice 3.my health 4. my dreams 5. auditions! 6. carbs 7. fears Six things I do before I fall asleep 1. check my email 2.brush teeth 3. floss, hopefully 4. take off my glasses 5. turn off the lights 6. think Five people who mean a lot. (in no order whatsoever) 1. mom. 2. dad 3. emma 4. Joma 5. milo Four things you're wearing right now. 1. tank top 2. dad's sweats 3. undiewears 4. "white on white: nail polish. Three songs that you listen to often. 1. Gimme Gimme -Thoroughly Modern Millie 2. Boom Boom Pow- the black eyed-peas 3. say hey....by that one dude Two things you want to do before you die. 1. become a star 2. be happy with my life at the end One confession. 1. Sometimes I feel like I don't know who I am.