Summer

So...Things are pretty good.

I dunno.

I lost 4.5 lbs.

I can sing!

Drama 130 Intermediate is good! pushing me into new directions.

I am really really looking forward to doing this workshop dance thing..hopefully it will result in a performance opportunity.WHOOOO

*alright!* just did some Hannaerobics! WHOOOO

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I dunno.

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Hmm

Well. It's been a pretty good week.

- I worked out a lot.
-realized that music is therapy.DERR. Lately country love ballads. WOOT
-I'm probably in love
-I did some good communicating
-I GOT INTO A SHOW..or a staged reading OR SOMETHING...without auditioning. WHAT?..but maybe no one had to audition. I HAVE NO IDEA WHOO
-Tomorrow I have an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center
-I'm waiting to see if I got on interview for being an OA in AV..ole!

I just want to be loved as much i love. Or..yeah.

I also FREAKING want to ACT AND I GET TO OH EM GEE


woah..lotsa feelings

but dealing with them pretty well

HUG

HUGH HUGH

this seems rather cryptic..OH WELL

HEY. iloveyou.

NIGHT

Hanna has Insomnia

Interesting times for the Hanna.

I feel like i hear someone humming from the other room. What? it's almost 2 in the morning. Shall I investigate? YES I cannot seem to find it's source. EERY

Anyway,,AGG so I'm way afraid of Earthquakes but its okay because we are all safe and have great things in this world to do.

I notice that the majority of the time I spend on my computer, my shoulders are super tensed. UGH. LAME. Oh well. Good posture and Relaxation seem to be the key to a better life for Hanna. So we do.ñ woah! I made an en-yay. HAAA.

So let's see where am i at these days

-got an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center. WOOT
-applying to be an OA in the AV housing office.WOOT summer job
-super excited about singing these days!
-working on knowing that I am talented and to just let go let flow and let the awesomeness OUT
- really wanting to have late night talk/hang out sessions with a couple of people...oh well..they asleep
- realizing i have a large capacity for love and for hate
-Knowing I should let things go, but not wanting to yet


I LOVE POSTSECRET

its just nice to know that everyone has crazy shit to hide and perhaps we should just all embrace our crazy ways

I wonder if I have a secret to send in..hmmm

probs

I should sleep, but im like too afraid too..thats a problem. YEESH

hmm..maybe I'll eat. I dunno

HELP

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RAWR TASTIC

So it's spring break and I can't sleep and i've just been bumming around the house and i just feel like a blob and i hate being home and i need more purpose and adventure in my life and I'm going back to school and RAWR

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so yeah

I HATE BREAK

and i dont even really like school

I like friends and theatre
GAH WHY AM I SO ANSTY

It's unpleasant. And i have wishy-washy plans with people for the rest of the week which bugs and probably means i have to get up early-ISH and I DONT WANT TO I DONT WANT TO HAEV ANY RESPONSIBILITIES I JUST WANT TO SLEEP IN BE LAZY AND BE HAPPY..well ok for now..i mean in the real times i want to conquer the world! MUAHAHAHAHAH

I feel like I could be FEROSH on a tv show..i just have to audition! I want to audition for groundlings. I want to have a car and feel like i can drive anywhere. I want to audition for commericials..and i am glad I am taking drama 130 in the fall so i can then eventually take clowning and acting for the camera...I need to get GOING

I am going to have a solid career in the entertainment field...cuz why not?! I'm fierce. I'm awesome. I should be sharing my radness with the world.


lkajs;dlkfjsdklf I just feel like I'm crawling in my skin. WHY

AND WHY DONT YOU LOVE ME!?!?


FUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKK

i just feel like i get stuck on boys. Like ok this one who was kinda magical..didn't work out..but we are gonna have class together 2 classes twice a week, Do i sit with him cuz we're friends or cuz i lurv him? Do i avoid him because i'm hurt by him or i just need to like distance myself and move on..or should i just act like whatever everything is fine..when what i really want is for him to want me again and us to be happpy carefree crazy people.

schnarf

I HATE BEING HOME

I thought being home for like a little over a week would be good..i'd chill, sleep in, catch up with my peeps...but i've hardly seen anyone and im going cuh-razzzyyyyyyyy. THANK GOD FOR SUMMER SCHOOL!! AND i'm going to get a job AND I'm going to get into one of the summer shows and it is going to be grande! GRAND I SAY!!!!!!

Do you ever wish you could rip parts of you who are out and throw them out the window? YEESH. I do. Maybe I should read. I like reading. I even checked out two books at the library, but what happened. I dunno. I guess I lost interest. LAME.

I want my effing grades. ok well I passed bio with a B- and I got an A- in ze lovely psych class. hoping for a good GPA..Dean's list? heeeey that'd be cool

Good things that happened today:
-Worked out!
-felt cute
-sang well!
-drove!
-walked the boosha.

More good things tomorrow. Possibly hanging with molly. YAAAAAY

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SOOO I'm freaking panicking.

CUz I have this major paper to write and I don't really know how to go about it and I only have like 3 days to write 9 pages and im FREAKING OUTTTTTTTT AHHHH luckily it is just my rough draft..however...AGH

and I worry that I am coming off like a stalker..but really I just like you so like me back ok? JEEZ

and...people at UCI don't like me...WTF..and I'm realizing that maybe i shouldn't go to this stupid school

and i continue to panic


PANICC


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I HATE BOYS AND WRITING CLASS and lack of acting classes

OHHHHHHHHHHHMMMM

It shall all work out. NOW let's focus!

FA SHO!

Well it is 2:33 AM..monday morning and I cannot sleep.  Though I did finish my term paper from drama 40A. HOLLA!!   I might be in lurv, but I'm not sure.  My voice is improving. so .lalala.  I think I might get a car for xmas. WTF.  WTF.

I just want love.

I want health

I want to get into Musical Theatre 2

I want to be better then all the bitches I hate

I want swine flu to disappear

I want to have an amazing role that I totally own and that puts me on the map.

I think I want to study at groundlings.

I feel like I should get a job.

Love me! Cast me! Appreciate me!

Why can't I SLEEEEEEEEEEEEP?

Gonna check facebook to see if anyone is online...

yaaay talking to mel

ok

I wonder what we won for the K house halloween thing

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GRRRR> GRRR I SAY!!!!!!!!!!!

OK gonna edit my pretty pretty blog now :D

CIAO