Well..I'm about to close at gateway and I just re-read that last blog I wrote that I was here. and it occurs to me that I don't sound very educated in my posts compared to my other friends that blog. But really? I don't write them to sound smart or cool. I write so I can unload this crazy thing called life from my brain and try to make sense of it and make it better. So yes.
SO things that were good today.
I practiced singing and dancing and got a lot of work done for my stage management presentation.
I napped.
I made some money.
neg: I felt bad for not practicing either of those things exstensively
I felt guilty for napping
maybe I can let those things go.
I will.
Tomorrow: another productive day. whoooooooo.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Trying to stay on the right path
So. Well. Hmm. It's the first week of Summer Session II and it's been up and down. Therapy was on Wednesday which was very empowering and it just became apparent to me that I have grown a lot and am going to be okay. TUesday was my first day of class. Intro to Stage Management kinda stresses me out because it's not something I'm totes into nor something I really have experience with so its new and scary. EEK. But The business of show business is LOVE. ahh yes. Yesterday we watched the video of The Secret which was very inspiring. It's the second time I've seen it and so I was refreshed and ready to put it into my life. But I've had an impossible time! AAAH. Maybe I'm just hella negative and have so many bad thoughts that they cancel out my positive thoughts :( Or fuck I dont know. But i left class feeling good and then went home and had a frustrating singing lesson and had a stupid time in the gym and it's like WTF I affirmed that I was going to be productive and an awesome singer! And then today..AHHHHHHH i had suc ha discouraging lesson when I deliberately was like "I
'm going to have a good lesson today"..so WHAT WENT WRONG? how am i supposed to get into MT 2 is my voice teacher thinks i've reached a wall that i may not get over! Thats not encouraging! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I a;slfka'fk'fka'fl I'm super pouty and i just wanna eat chocolate and cry and punch things. I need HELP! HOW DID I GET SO OFF TRACK! WHAT AM I DOING!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
k..brb rounds..at work..AGH
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ok whatever I DONT KNOW
'm going to have a good lesson today"..so WHAT WENT WRONG? how am i supposed to get into MT 2 is my voice teacher thinks i've reached a wall that i may not get over! Thats not encouraging! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I a;slfka'fk'fka'fl I'm super pouty and i just wanna eat chocolate and cry and punch things. I need HELP! HOW DID I GET SO OFF TRACK! WHAT AM I DOING!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
k..brb rounds..at work..AGH
rjeklfsadadjkl
ok whatever I DONT KNOW
Friday, July 16, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
THEATRE-my dear dear amigo
I felt weird about putting this up on facebook, but i still wanted to do it. SO BLOG
1. What was the first play you ever did?
Hanna and Miranda in Second Grade- Written, directed and starring Hanna Schultheis-Gerry and Miranda Graham.
2) What was your most recent show?
Phaedra's Love
3) What was your favorite show/role you were in?
I loved loved loved Seussical, Wonderful Town and Aida
5) What is the most bizarre show or role you've ever done?
Child in Phaedra's Love. I bit a guy and played with cut-off penis. :D
6) Has anyone ever written a show for you?
no..but it will be done.
7) Have you ever quit a show to accept a better one?
Naaayyy.
8) Have you ever completely blown character on stage?
I don't think so.
10) Have you ever done one of your "dream" shows?
I dunno. But I love West Side Story.
11) Who was your favorite director?
I really like working with Catherine Heck. and Dennis Beasley. and Stacey Ardelean.
12) Who was your least favorite director?
McKinley.
13) Who have been your favorite actors to work with?
hmmm SO many!
14) Who are the actors you have least liked to work with?
maybe some peeps in high school
15) What is the most surprising role you have ever been offered?
Child in Phaedra's Love.
15) Have you ever injured yourself onstage or offstage?
probs. Nothing huge.
16) What show(s) have you done multiple times?
zero
17) Have you ever had an onstage kiss?
oui. All in the Timing and when I was understudying as Maria in West Side
18) What was your scariest moment in a show?
i dunno. Maybe when the black light didn't come on in seuss.
19) What is your best show memory?
just feeling like " This is what I'm supposed to be doing with my life" on stage as many times as I have.
20) What is your worst show memory?
The day the West Side Story cast list went up. Ouch. Those were some times.
21) What is your saddest show memory?
I dont know if I've had that many. Maybe when I wake up the next day and know I don't have rehearsal or a show to do that day.
22)What is your proudest moment on stage?
Gypsey Robe. And the two best callbacks of my life: West Side Story and Book of Tink
1. What was the first play you ever did?
Hanna and Miranda in Second Grade- Written, directed and starring Hanna Schultheis-Gerry and Miranda Graham.
2) What was your most recent show?
Phaedra's Love
3) What was your favorite show/role you were in?
I loved loved loved Seussical, Wonderful Town and Aida
5) What is the most bizarre show or role you've ever done?
Child in Phaedra's Love. I bit a guy and played with cut-off penis. :D
6) Has anyone ever written a show for you?
no..but it will be done.
7) Have you ever quit a show to accept a better one?
Naaayyy.
8) Have you ever completely blown character on stage?
I don't think so.
10) Have you ever done one of your "dream" shows?
I dunno. But I love West Side Story.
11) Who was your favorite director?
I really like working with Catherine Heck. and Dennis Beasley. and Stacey Ardelean.
12) Who was your least favorite director?
McKinley.
13) Who have been your favorite actors to work with?
hmmm SO many!
14) Who are the actors you have least liked to work with?
maybe some peeps in high school
15) What is the most surprising role you have ever been offered?
Child in Phaedra's Love.
15) Have you ever injured yourself onstage or offstage?
probs. Nothing huge.
16) What show(s) have you done multiple times?
zero
17) Have you ever had an onstage kiss?
oui. All in the Timing and when I was understudying as Maria in West Side
18) What was your scariest moment in a show?
i dunno. Maybe when the black light didn't come on in seuss.
19) What is your best show memory?
just feeling like " This is what I'm supposed to be doing with my life" on stage as many times as I have.
20) What is your worst show memory?
The day the West Side Story cast list went up. Ouch. Those were some times.
21) What is your saddest show memory?
I dont know if I've had that many. Maybe when I wake up the next day and know I don't have rehearsal or a show to do that day.
22)What is your proudest moment on stage?
Gypsey Robe. And the two best callbacks of my life: West Side Story and Book of Tink
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Summer
So...Things are pretty good.
I dunno.
I lost 4.5 lbs.
I can sing!
Drama 130 Intermediate is good! pushing me into new directions.
I am really really looking forward to doing this workshop dance thing..hopefully it will result in a performance opportunity.WHOOOO
*alright!* just did some Hannaerobics! WHOOOO
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I dunno.
BLARRR>
I dunno.
I lost 4.5 lbs.
I can sing!
Drama 130 Intermediate is good! pushing me into new directions.
I am really really looking forward to doing this workshop dance thing..hopefully it will result in a performance opportunity.WHOOOO
*alright!* just did some Hannaerobics! WHOOOO
slkdjf;kldsfj;lakjf;aslkdfj
I dunno.
BLARRR>
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
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Saturday, April 10, 2010
Hmm
Well. It's been a pretty good week.
- I worked out a lot.
-realized that music is therapy.DERR. Lately country love ballads. WOOT
-I'm probably in love
-I did some good communicating
-I GOT INTO A SHOW..or a staged reading OR SOMETHING...without auditioning. WHAT?..but maybe no one had to audition. I HAVE NO IDEA WHOO
-Tomorrow I have an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center
-I'm waiting to see if I got on interview for being an OA in AV..ole!
I just want to be loved as much i love. Or..yeah.
I also FREAKING want to ACT AND I GET TO OH EM GEE
woah..lotsa feelings
but dealing with them pretty well
HUG
HUGH HUGH
this seems rather cryptic..OH WELL
HEY. iloveyou.
NIGHT
- I worked out a lot.
-realized that music is therapy.DERR. Lately country love ballads. WOOT
-I'm probably in love
-I did some good communicating
-I GOT INTO A SHOW..or a staged reading OR SOMETHING...without auditioning. WHAT?..but maybe no one had to audition. I HAVE NO IDEA WHOO
-Tomorrow I have an interview to be a peer educator at the counseling center
-I'm waiting to see if I got on interview for being an OA in AV..ole!
I just want to be loved as much i love. Or..yeah.
I also FREAKING want to ACT AND I GET TO OH EM GEE
woah..lotsa feelings
but dealing with them pretty well
HUG
HUGH HUGH
this seems rather cryptic..OH WELL
HEY. iloveyou.
NIGHT
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